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|||...smeday I wan to be rich. sme people get so rich they lose all respect for humanity. tat's how rich I wan to be...|||
super bad mood. stressed out. very frustrated.
i hate myself. *arghhhh* i'm going to ban myself loggin on e net fr today till e last day of my exams. so dis shall b my last post till 15 oct 2004. will miss all of u. dun forget abt me ya! c all of u in 16 days (countdown to my exams). *sobs* tata for now~~~ ::~38~::
|||...a great marriage is not when e 'perfect couple' comes together. it is when an imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences...|||
feelin so tired. going to slp in a min. din study today. guilty, guilty, guilty.
attended ivan's wedding lunch today. e food wasn't too bad. e ambience was fantastic. e bride looks so lovely. i tink e chinese saying tat 'there's nv an ugly bride' is so true. e emcee's e best naturally la. haha... no la, i screwed-up. hope ivan dun hate me. 'thks for e ang pow hor, ivan!' anyways, 'na ren qian cai, ti ren siao zhai', i tried my best. i had memorized everything, but when i was up on e stage, everything seems to evaporate away. so had to read fr my cards. =S
ate sme mookcakes to satisfy my sudden cravin just now. so delicious. hee... lantern festival aka mooncake festival just rd e corner. seen a lot of kids walkin ard with lanterns n playin with candles. look so happy, warm n cozy. keke... i remember when i was in pri sch, when it was under e guidance of a fatherly figure, mr toh whom is a v traditional man, he wld organize a yrly lantern festival celebration where we n e family members can come together n wld eat mooncakes, guess lantern riddles, fancy dress competition, walkin ard e estate with lantern n such at nite. its so fun. we all can wear hme clothes to sch n i wld esp take effort to wear mei mei. i recall one of e yrs, i had bugged my dad to buy clothes for me so tat i can partipate e fancy dress competition as a princess. dun luffed, every ger's dream is to bcme a princess one ma. hehe... anyways, he did try to pacify me by buyin sme cloths n suggestin my 'er gu' sew them. but alas, its not tat easy la n i dun haf any talents to showcase during e competition so it was forgotten after awhile of outcry. when mrs ngiam, e vice-principal took over as principal cuz mr toh retired, she abolished e tradition. i still remember we had to learn how to sing 'old lang sung' as a farewell gift by e students to mr toh. during e farewell assembly, e teachers n older kids were cryin. i tink i did feel sad but still a bit blur n too young to comprehend wat's going on. wonder if mr toh still ard. hmmm... smething to discuss with my pri sch frens if we meet up. hee... ::~36~::
|||...eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince n dinner like a pauper...|||
its showing 'meteor garden I' on ch 8 on saturdays fr 12pm to 2pm again. hee... i like. i tink e 1st series was really good. e 2nd series really sucks big time. e plot is so weak n e cast actin seems so strained by e pressure to make it a success tat it has quite an opposite effect.
a couple of days later, happen to at pam's hse as a focal pt for e rest of e grp to meet n she was watchin e series. so no choice had to sit dwn n watch with her till tat episode ends. after like 15 mins, i fell in love with e drama n 1st thing i reach my mum's hse was to dash into my sis's rm to dig out e series n watch it thru'out e nite. so romantic, shan cai n dao ming si 'ke ku ming xing' love story. *tearing* n i simply adore f4 after tat. haa... my dar even bought me a gigantic cloth poster of jerry yan (my fav one in e grp) which was proudly hung up on my study rm wall but is now sitting in a corner of my storerm. keke... so ironical right?
but they were really cool in e show. e lead always saving e damsel in distress. all of them simply so handsme, charmin, cool n damn rich in e drama, with e houses 100 times e size of mine n indoor pool, jacuzzi *daydreaming its my home*. back to reality, i tink showbiz n media r really so amazin n fascinatin. it can lift people literally unknown to stardom overnight. smetimes how i wish i can act or sing n bcome famous. but memorizin scripts of like 100 pages is nv n will nv b my forte. juz memorizin my own notes takes me ages. so i can't imgaine how to cry or walk ard e set actin n remember e lines. most prob e director'll just strangle me. i can't sing too. n i'm not as ugly lookin as william hung so can't leverage on tat either. haa...
was at jurong hill hafin dinner at e jap restaurant servin teppanyaki. yummy. =9 it has been ages since i went to eat at tat place. tat's e niteview fr e restaurant. jurong island is in e backgrd, so mesmerizing right? its so romantic up there but of cuz e crowd i had with me killed e mood in me already tonite. ~dad signin for e bill. youngest bro took e receipt to take a l0ok~ *sigh* wat can i say. ok, not tat i'm complainin. e ingredients were v fresh, e chef's skills were excellent n with e view tats rather astonishin, e price is reasonable. so once in a while is ok la, but its not cheap lor. so when jianglin says its cheap, i nearly fainted. keke... if tat's his definition of cheap, i hope he earns a lot nxt time to satisfy his exquisite feeding habits. hehe... 'right, bro?' ::~35~::
|||...household tasks r easier n quicker when they r done by somebody else...|||
so tired. i keep feelin tired all e time. muz b sleepin too much perhaps. can u imagine i woke up at 8.30am today to fetch regan to sch n when i came back, i fell asleep again. i nearly fainted when i came rd n saw tat its already 3pm. half e day gone juz like tat. =S body still aching fr my fall e day before. juz finished my wkly hsework. hmmm, e hse looks clean, nice n neat. hee... i'm really getting old. *sigh*
so pai say right? haa... i tink its e generation gap. mi too auntie. free muz go those shoppin centres 'tiny toon' shop n learn all e latest toys names to keep up with e trend. its either tat or i was really hungry when cal said foody. keke...
haa... test ur intelligence n c how many u noe. gif u e ans for e first, its 'seven seas'. try out e other 29! :) i tink e person tat did is rather good. u shld chk out e spreadsht as it doesn't haf e ans sht, but when u type in e ans in e space provided, it will tell u if its correct. cool right. mayb i sua ku la, but i'm quite impressed. keke... wkend juz rd e corner. no plans yet. how abt u? =) ivan, my ex-colleague fr abecha, is getting married dis sunday. a luncheon at m hotel. i haf nv been for a wedding lunch. i tink its better though, if not, for a wedding dinner on a sunday nite, it wld b 11pm by e time u reach hme n its so tiring as gotta wake up early n go to work e nxt day. anyways, finally after 33 yrs of bachelor-hood, 'ivan, muz settle dwn ya, no more late nites boozing already with bar meis meis huh!' can c, tell n hear tat he really loves betty, his wife. keke... n i tink he's dying to haf a son tats e exact replicate of himself. haha... guess he's at tat age ba to 'chen jia' since he already 'li ye'. i'm feelin v stressed rite now, mr ivan ho, called me e day before to ask me b his emcee, i sincerely hope i dun mess his big day up. 'i'll try my best k' but i'll get stage fright lor. even before any presentations in sch or at work, i'm always so nervous. i do feel so honoured by his request but so worried i can't measure up to his expectations. wish mi lotsa luck k? ::~34~::
|||...victorious warriors win first n then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first n then seek to win...|||
thursday. how i wish time can juz freeze in its tracks. *sigh* my back is aching fr my fall dwn e stairs at my dad's hse. so sad right. i had a bad fall n first my bro luffed his head off cuz i suffered e same fate as him den my dad says i spoil his parquet. parquet more impt than daugther right. nobody help me smemore. =( *sobs* anyways, my thigh haf a big blue black, my shoulders n back r hurtin. i'm just so suay. i tink when a person is unlucky, even e most insignificant thing tat can go wrong will go wrong. was takin my hp n removin a tiny pc of e connector to charge my phone when i drop tat tiny pc of thing n nw cannot find as its too small. *sigh* bad mood since yesterday cuz everything went wrong. mayb its e time of e mth too. i feel so restless n jittery. stand also seems wrong, sit also seems wrong, sleep also seems wrong, everything seems wrong. i hate him, her, it, u, she, him, everybody. i hate dis world. *sigh* ok la, talk abt smething more happy. cooked dinner today. so excited i can fix a decent meal. haa... actually its whether i wan anot oni ma. *bleahz* keke... anyways, my mum's bro passed away n so she, along with my grandmama n her sisters, booked a bus n rushed dwn to jb to attend e wake. n nw i'm delegated with e responsibility of cookin for e nxt couple of days. *faints* well, hope they r still alive after tmr.
uni has been with us for 2 yrs. i tink she's as stubborn n bad-tempered as my mum tats y can click with my mum. though at first, always get lots of scoldings cuz always make mistakes. haa... she's going back to indonesia to buy a hse n get married nxt mth. feelin a bit sad even with her fiery character as afterall she has been with us for 2 yrs. when she came, she only noes malay n we had to communicate in sign language but nw we can even strike a conversation in english.
bcuz first impression always counts, a lot of ppl whom look like ruffians n with records r hardly given even a glance during job interviews. i feel sorry for those tat r genuinely serious abt turning over a new leaf but r not given e chance due to those minority tat still refuses to change themselves for e better. they haf served their punishments by doing time n yet society refuses to accept them. how i wish there r no bad ppl in e world with only love, kindness, peace n happiness. i noe i noe, its impossible. one can daydream right? hee... ::~33~::
|||...stress is an ignorant state. it believes tat everything is an emergency. nothing is tat important...|||
was lookin at my exams date n realised tat its oni slightly less than 3 wks away. *stress* i'm going to 'bi guan xiu lian' already. =( feelin v worried now. taking a new module n retakin one.
*sigh* how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? how? *sigh* stress! stress stress! stress! stress! *sigh* stress! stress stress! stress! stress! stress! stress stress! stress! stress! stress! stress stress! stress! stress! *sigh* stress! stress stress! stress! stress! stress! stress stress! stress! stress! stress! stress stress! stress! stress! no more appts, no more errands, no more outings, no more phone chatting, no more tv, no more sms-ing, no more stoning, no more dvds, no more vcds, no more daydreaming, no more activites n lesser *geez* online-ing. muz focus n get my act together already. i muz get thru my exams in 1 pc. jia you! jia you! jia you! gambatte desu! *seems to b trying v v v hard to convince myself to no avail, pls pray for me v v v hard k* gonna study now. =s ::~32~::
|||...dun walk behind me, i may not lead. dun walk in front of me, i may not follow. just walk beside me n b my friend...|||
hee... tats tin n joanna, my sec sch buddies. met them for sumptuous seafood dinner at rail mall. nicey! amg 3 of us, being gluttons, we ordered 5 dishes n finished them all. ok, not all la, e sambal kangkong wasn't tat tasty today. *yucks* den we drove dwn to holland v to haf dessert at coffee club xpress. we shared a mud pie n i had a tiramsu latte. yummy. *burp* =9
there's lots of memories between e 3 of us. we used to hang out at jo's hse at pandan valley condo after sch. well, my mahjong skills r inherited fr them. hey, juz nw complain my skill lousy right, nw u noe y like tat, like teacher like disciple ma. keke... anyways, both of them r so successful nw. tin is at ocbc call ctr in e cr card dept enjoyin herself. i tink she's e only one i noe tat love a call ctr environment. weirdo. haa... jo nw is working for her dad as a director. v bz woman flying here n there, so diff to arrange timing with her always. going to japan dis coming wkend again. *envy* i love their company. time really flies. known them for 11 yrs already. e 2 of them r v straight forward ppl. they r v outgoing, sporty, adventurous, fun-loving n daring kinda frens. we've arranged our nxt outing agenda to go try out e 'g-force' at clarke quay. *excited* so jo, let us noe when u free again k. hopefully soon. keke... 'oh ya, cfm where to go for our overseas trip for mid nxt yr ok during our nxt dinner k. den i can start saving for it. i vote nz. juz nw keep side-tracking' =D holland v has been always one of my fav chillout place. there r so many restaurants n cafes there tat i like. fosters, cafe 21, coffee club xpress, haagen daaz. its nearer to my place as well so dun feel so sianz when making my way hme. its so relaxin juz mtg up with frens for dinner there den move on to e cafe to sit ard n catch up. but in my poly days, orchard was a more popular choice with my poly buddies cuz they live in places like hougang, woodlands n serangoon so holland v was too wayout for them. keke...
tat's my cousin joseph's shitsu called dobby (i tink). so kawaii right? 'hey cousin, dun worry, here it is. i can c e full weblink fr my tagboard main website but not here. dunnoe y oso.' hee... ::~31~::
|||...parents were invented to make children happy by giving them something to ignore...|||
its raining outside heavily now. cool... dec is my fav mth of e yr cuz my fav festive christmas is in dec, its monsoon season so it rains n rains n rains so much tat e weather is so cold most of e time n its e mth with e most public holidays.
tats regan's dis yr lantern compliments fr his aunt. yes, its eileen chua qingzhi. thanks sis! hee... buy fr orchard one ok. *bleahz* anyways, regan like it so much as its an aeroplane n it has spiderman modifs on it. regan is absolutely crazy over aeroplanes n guns. guess being a boy ba. he can spot e tiniest speck in e sky n yell 'mummy, aeroplane!' n i haf to spend a whole 5 mins staring up e sky to locate tat dot he identified.
haven been studying much dis couple of days. busy with appts, activites n errands. i haf so many dates tat if i agree to all of them, i tink i'm nv able to b hme for dinner. how i wish i can. keke... anyways, not tat i'm grumbling. i'm v happy whenever any fren ask me out cuz i din used to haf so many frens. my social circle used to b v small n even tat few frens i haf, i did not take e effort to maintain them. =( so sorry to u if i rejected when u asked me out cuz i can't b out tat often for dinner. only once or twice a wk as got to look after regan ma if not mama n papa will nag n nag i'm always out. so tat once or twice a wk i got to ration. n i got to study too. exams juz a fortnight away n i'm totally unprepared. *sigh* well, not working recently so if u r dating me for lunch nearby, i definitely b there! dun worry though, b persistent n let me whenever u r free for dinner, i'm sure i can make it soon. hee... ;) ::~30~::
|||...i'm free of all prejudice. i hate everyone equally...|||
nice monday. went over to pam hse in e afternoon to pass her e pram we (me, rac, andy, andrew, jieming, weiming n lixuan) bought for her unborn baby daugther. she's on maternity leave already. so good right. paid one smemore for 3 whole mths. *envy* look at e pram. its so sweet in pink. grandmother story abt how in e end we bought dis one. not tat i'm complaining. its e best one in e shop (at least to me n rac) but it wasn't even on display till (a long story)......
its been a long time since e 3 of us got together. its so relaxing juz chilling in pam's rm, watching tv, eating fries n chat. oh ya, its rac b'day today. 'HAPPY 2xth BIRTHDAY GER!!!' n tats y she's on leave. her definitely-to-b dear, yude oso on leave to accompany her. so thoughtful right. tink both of them at east coast now lang man-ing. online with her earlier n last min suddenly when talking halfway :-
so romantic of yude right. hee... 'men cannot b trusted. hence, even if its after marriage, e wife muz continue to seduce e husband.' a fren's church pastor shared with them during e svc last sun. i'm not disagreeing with him. yes, men can nv b trusted. ok, i do agree there r sme good men out there. but smetimes its those fox spirits forcing themselves on e guy, so much so tat men being weak, can nv resist such great temptations. i also agree e wife muz continue to make herself attractive to keep e passion burning. but y does it seems like a female responsibility when e root of prob is e guy? mayb e pastor is taking e oppty to hint to his wife tat 'hey honey, if i stray, its not my fault. its urs for looking like a sack of potatoes. n sack of potatoes is no fun.' (sorrie god, juz my 2 cents tats all) anyways, if men can make themselves more trustworthy, more responsible, tink before doing den i'm sure e divorce rates will go dwn. i do hope dis pastor touch on faithfulness during e nxt svc. =p well to all e guys reading dis, dun b ruled by wats down there. e brain is on e top of e human body for a reason. *bleahz* ::~29~::
|||...never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have...|||
all beauty pdts gif women hope. hopes to look younger, youthful n more beautiful :-
i used to look forward to my b'days every yr cuz it wld mean presents, excuses to stay out late n i'm older. which means soon i can start working n lead my own life. but ever since after my 21st b'day, i dread 15th july. i tink it e worst day of e yr. cuz its e day i got to add another yr to my age. actually its not looking older wat i hate but things changing ard me tat i detest. if i grow older, others do too. like my parents n regan. i love e way things r in my life now. status quo. *hmmm* ok, not everything. almost everything den. i'm so afraid things will change.
life is really so unpredictable n so short. though i strongly believe life is 80% destinated n 20% in our hands. y can't god gif sme signs abt bad things tat r going to happen so we can prepare our selves mentally. mayb when we r born, gif us a timeline n major milestones of our life. or a dvd of paths we can take. like when we make dis decision, dis is our life or we make tat decision, tat is our life wld be like so tat we get a clear overview. *sighs* anyways, went to eat supper in chinatown. we had char kuay teow, sambal stingray (i've been craving for it for days), oyster omelette n ice kachang. e food is avg. i tink newton circus is better. fairly busy today. had wu xing chicken rice for lunchie (been long time since i ate it) n den went to beauty world to buy a gift with rac for pam's unborn baby daugther. mum cook chilli crabs for dinner. but no time to eat cuz we were there rather late n need to rush to uncle richard's place. =< i'm find i'm losing hope in my life. its flickering in e distance. i'm trying very hard in my life to make things better. really hard. but smetimes i tink it fruitless. i dream to c a glimmer of hope, a sign tat everything is going to turn out just how i wan it to b. i long to c how my life will b at age 30, 40, 50 n i wan to die at 60. how i wish i haf a time machine or a crystal ball or e ability to read tea leaves n interpret coins thrown out fr a turtle shell. mayb i shld pick up tarot cards reading. *sigh* well, but guess fortune telling is nv in me. i haf nv even visited one in my whole life. haa...
::~28~::
|||...passion is the quickest to develop n the quickest to fade. intimacy develops more slowly n commitment more gradually still...|||
scene 1 : ngee ann poly canteen 1, july 1998 he saw her hafing lunch with her gfs. e way she talked n luffed caught his eyes. scene 2 : ngee ann poly bus-stop, aug 1998 he saw her again dis time alone at e bus-stop. 'shld i or shld i not?' as bus 61 nears, he decides against going forward to talk to her n moved to e front of e bus-stop to board e approaching bus with his frens. they r on their way to take their driving lessons at bbdc. he noticed she moved in e same direction as well. 'is it fate?' they were both standing near e front of e bus. 'juz go get her no if u r interested. she's v tall oso, good match leh. we r getting off soon, faster la.' hissed his frens to him. there's no direct bus to or fr sch so she has to change buses. 'at least e bus is fast today.' walking to e front of e bus-stop to prepare to board bus 61. on e bus, she's suddenly acutely aware of e intentions of dis rowdy grp of guys. being shy, she quickly squeeze her way through to e back of e bus before he can say a word n hops off e bus-stops later at e stop where she's supposed to change her bus. 'hey, she's getting off at e same stop. its now or nv.' e frens prodded again. 'dun wan la, so ma lu, e bus-stop is so crowded.' he rebukes. 'oh no, y do they haf to get off at e same stop too.' shortly, seeing her bus 67 coming, she nv felt more relieved. without realising another bus 157 had cut into her bus's lane, she boarded it. when e bus turned left at e nxt junction, she was so shocked. she immediately pressed e bell to alight. 'god, its so embarassing, hope e guys haf already left' as she walks slowly back to e original bus-stop to wait for her bus. nearing e bus-stop, she felt so glad tat they r gone n no-one noe how silly she was. scene 3 : near ngee ann poly bus-stop, sept 1998 its raining heavily n she's waiting for her bus with her best fren. 'oh no, its them again. well, at least i'm not alone.' n continue chatting with her best fren. 'its her!' he thots happily. he had regreted not getting her no e prev time. he n his frens r on their way to bbdc again. she n her best fren boarded bus 184. 2 bus-stops later, all of them alighted at e same bus-stop. e grp of guys were standing behind e bus-stop jostling each other. after a long wait, she boarded bus 181 with her best fren. he can oni stare helplessly as her bus moves away. he felt sad when she left n disappointed with himself for not being courageous enough to walk over to her n say hi. 'all right, our bus to bbdc is here. lets go.' 'scrreeeecccchhhhhhhhhhhh' her bus had knocked a sec sch boy tat was dashing across e rd whom was too lazy to use e pedestrain crossing sme distance away cuz of e heavy rain. everybody alighted. the boy was bleeding profusely. being one of e few passengers onboard, she helped to call e ambulance n gave away all her tissues in an attempt by e bus-driver to stop e bleeding of e big cut on e boy's forehead. they were cracking jokes on e bus as usual when he saw e commotion in front of e rd. as his bus slowly moves into e bus-stop, he saw her. 'hey, tats her! lets get off' n e grp dashed to alight. standing at e other corner of e bus-stop, he did not noe when it wld b a good time to walk over with e injured boy n all. before he knew it, she suddenly moved with her fren to board another 181. 'can we go? e nxt bus is here. all e blood is making me nervous' plead her best fren. 'all right' she wans to get out of his way too as she had noticed him n his frens alighted n standing at e corner looking so oddly at them. both of them rushed to flag e oncoming bus. she alighted at her bus-stop. but was trapped there cuz e rain seems to b getting heavier. not wanting to become drenched, she waits patiently for e rain to stop. devastated he missed her yet again, he boarded his bus with his frens despondently. looking out e window, he suddenly saw her alone at e nxt bus-stop when his bus zoomed past it. 'how? she's there. u tink she's waiting for another bus? shld i get off at e nxt stop?' by e time he made up his mind, its already 2 bus-stops away n he ran all his life back towards e bus-stop for fear she's already gone. 'u better treat us later. we haf to wait for u here in such a ulu place. e bus-stop is so wet n no place to sit dwn. hurry ya, our driving lesson almost time already.' his frens nagged. as he near e bus-stop, his heart did a flip when he saw her still standing there. giving his coolest look, he slows down his pace n walks into e bus-stop. 'awwww, y is he here? wat shld i do? i hate it such moments. i hate dis type of guys. muz b so desperate. but if i reject him, he wld b embarassed. how? i dun wan him to feel bad too. there's so many ppl at e bus stop.' after trying to delay e time by yakking with her guy fren on her hp, whom is on his way to ubi to renew his expired bike license, for 0.5 hr, 'hey, i need to hang up, call u later.' 'huh? can later den hang up?' but he can't. she had to end e call n dreaded e moment when he walked over n started talking to her.
its her first time giving away her contact no to a stranger. its has always been outright rejection for all e guys whom approached her. tat first time eventually lead to smething more. for its tat moment's decision tat changed her life forever. cuz u c. she's attached at tat pt in time. but all she felt then was lots n lots of sympathy for e guy who went thru so much trouble n who got so wet running a long distance juz to get to where she was. so she relented n gave in. e min e guy called tat nite, she rejected him n told him nv to call again as she has a bf n its impossible between e both of them. but e first was not meant to b n like lots of things in life tat is pre-destinated, fate finally brought them together many mths later for 2 yrs before they eventually got married.
to be continued..... ::~27~::
|||...a fashion is nothing but an induced epidemic...|||
friday friday friday. e wk juz zoomed past by me. *sigh* no time for hsework today cuz met up with my my ex-dbs colleagues, cheryl n estee. e 2 of them took half day leave for e 3 of us to juz hang out. its always so hard to co-ordinate dinners or watever cuz all our meetings r at different times of e wk. i felt so touched as i noe leave is v precious to cheryl cuz she's studyin, so me n her will always conserve our leave for use to study before exams.
went to eat at suntec's chongqing hotpot. so yummy! :9 guess being a friday afternoon with lesser customers, e service was fastastic. e waiters came scurrying over at e drop of a feather. but i'm wasn't feeling tat well yet, so din really eat a lot of ma la soup side of stuffs though its my fav. *groans* den its shopping all e way fr 2pm to 8pm. we walk fr suntec thru city link mall den took a train down to orchard n fr scotts shopping ctr shopped dwn to heeren n den opp side fr ceinleisure all e way back up thru taka to wheellock place. totally exhausted. had been such a long time i really shop till i drop. *sigh* but so sad, not working so cannot spend. oni bought a mei mei top fr urban n some accessories. saw a lot of nice tops tat i was juz so tempted to splurge on. i tink its always so contradicting. whenever i wanna buy something to buy, its so difficult to find smething i really like. but when i'm do not wan to buy anything, all e nice things juz sits there screaming 'buy me!'. =<
received my lee hwa anniversary collection booklet n saw dis 2 pcs tat i was drooling over. its a bracelet n a necklance. so so so nice right. wonder when i can save enuff to bring them hme. e bracelet isn't too overwhelm with diamonds. i like. hee...
bought smething similiar for gerlynn's 21st b'day earlier dis yr. n i totally love it. darn enticed to buy an exact for myself. gerlynn is my sis n bro's fren. my dad n mum adores her. she n her mum r really nice n v v ke qi. anyways, she's oso a regular of my yrly christmas party. together with a couple of my other sis's gfs. 'allo xiao mei, dis yr muz cme oso hor.' hmmm, hw cme i seem to extending all my christmas invitations here. haa... i tink almost every other fren is at orchard. rowena was at taka when i was abt to leave. saw jonaphine at isetan scotts. tat ger was literally standing so close to me n we din even realise till i asked e sales asst smething n she hit me *ouched* when she realise it was me thru my voice. trixy was at ceinleisure. so happening right everybody. when i was in e shops, saw a lot of sweet bfs accompanying their gfs to shop n buy stuffs. e ger wld b tryin on a top of smething n e guy is there helping to pull it in place n give his comments. so sweet right. i mean guys hate shopping. only a few rare breeds like my ex, terence, likes to really really shop. andy used to accompany me shopping as well, but it was nv fun. he wld b looking so bored standing outside e shop n wait. though he always try to b sweet n say 'u take ur time hor' but c'mon, i already lose my mood n oso feel so bad c-ing him so bored n rather perhaps catch a show or go to a bkshop together. n i guess guys nv understand y we gers need to try e sme top in 3 different shade of colours or size 's' n 'm' juz to c how it looks n den comb thru e entire orchard to c if anywhere else might b cheaper b4 heading back to e first shop where we first tried e top to buy it. but anyways back to e sme topic, i tink e sweet bfs will eventually change to communist husbands after they get married. hence those couples seen in shopping ctrs like heeren annex or ceinleisure, they r always still unmarried. e married ones can b found together at more family shopping places like robinsons, og, mother care or kiddy palace. oh well, to all e still singles n unmarried couples, enjoy all e attn u get n every oppty tat he says 'i accompany u go shopping' cuz its nv gonna b e same once u say 'i do' at e altar. *winks* ;) ::~26~::
|||...always laugh when you can. it is free medicine...|||
look at those mooncakes, so yummy right! its so exquisite tat i tink i can't bear to eat it if i bought it. mid-autumn festival juz rd e corner. haven been to chinese garden yet. raining dis couple of days so its going to b muddy. mayb nxt wk. i used to b excited abt mid-autumn festival when i was young cuz it means having fun with lanterns n candles. now tat i've grown-up, find it less amusing smehow. but i do enjoy n appreciate e togetherness n harmony when everybody gathers to talk, eat mooncakes, drink chinese tea n admire e moon. my fav mooncakes r those traditional ones without yolks. yup, i'm a v traditional ger with v traditional values. haa... ;) haven buy a lantern for regan yet. he definitely wans an aeroplane one. any sponsor out there? hee...
feeling better today. still slightly lethargic. i wonder wats wrong with my immune system. i hardly get sick in e past but of late i seem to b down with flu v often. *sigh*
hee... joji sent me an invitation for google mail n 'DA TA', i've sent up my google e-mail acct. 'lindachua@gmail.com' so excited. my first e-mail acct was hotmail n i've been using it faithfully for e last 7 yrs. switch to using yahoo last mth cuz it offers more mail space compared to hotmail which always tells me i'm exceeding my limit. so frustrating. yahoo e-mail serves me excellently so far, generous mail space, user-friendly n haf lots of useful features. mayb try out googlemail as it offers 1GB of mail space but its in its infancy period as such, e features tat they offer r still v basic. sorrie folks, but its not available to e mass mkt yet. *awwww* dun envy k. keke... head back to my books now. its already 3 pm n i barely touched my books. din study much for e last 3 days as well cuz of my flu. *sigh* =< ::~25~::
|||...one of the most sublime experiences we can ever have is to wake up feeling healthy after we have been sick...|||
i'm still so sick. even more sick than yesterday n e day b4 yesterday. i'm already lagging behind my studies but i can't even hold my pen properly to write my notes. *sobs* self-medicated n hope i'll kill myself. its such a gloomy day today. i like. hee... i like it when its raining cats n dogs with howling winds but i'm protected of the elements of nature inside my cosy n warm home. so cynical right. i like to observe e trees bend over n leaves rustling madly n torrents of falling rain moving fr left to right.
tats my sis, eileen n regan. e shot was taken sme time back after regan went to dis awful barber tat did his awful haircut. i can't believe dis barber is working as a barber. he shld b a grass cutter instead. anyways, i haf nv been back there n rather travel all e way to jurong west to cut regan's hair with dis wonderful barber tat is so conscientious, thorough n meticulous. he used to cut my bros hair when they were really small. received sme bad news during my few waking hrs. been sleeping almost e whole day. my ex-bm, jolene, is going to run orchard premier ctr instead of orchard br decided previously. n i'm supposed to join orchard br once my package is agreed upon. luckily, i haven sign e la, otherwise, its fixed. anyways, sent her an e-mail to enquire if i can join her at orchard premier instead which is where i wld like to move to as well.
well, if u r reading dis, pls pray for me n wish me luck k. ok, gonna go slp now so all my energy can b devoted to fight my viruses in me. *sigh* ::~24~::
|||...everything is funny as long as it is happening to Somebody Else...|||
my flu is getting worse. juz pop panadol. bad nose, bad headache, bad bodyache n i feel faint. =( took my mum's new car for repair of e air con 'off' button tat is not working. i tink their svc really lousy:-
i tink kah motors got prob, e mechanics got prob even e cust svc guy also got prob. e car is damn new. can still insisted we muz haf pressed it too hard tats y spoil. do i, my mum or my family look like zena or hercules? n my pte life is totally irrelevant to him, like i noe him so well like tat. anyways, thereafter, went to goodwood park hotel to buy mooncakes. yummy but so x! 2 boxes 'ping bi' d24 durian + 1 box 'shuang huang bai lian rong' = $120. but i can only see n smell cuz durian too heaty. *sigh* given my current condition, i'll b bed-ridden to 'yang ping' if i ate them. e durian one cannot keep for long though, muz put freezer n can only last for 3 days. if put in e lower compartment only 1 day. well, nice things r always shortlived like rainbows, fireflies n fireworks. hee... ::~23~::
|||...i do not fear computers. i fear the lack of them...|||
i'm feeling sick, very sick. woke up dis morning with a sore throat n its getting worse.
suppose to study but haf been trying to set-up e internet connections for my dad's latest toy - 'fujitsu lifebk'. managed to settle connecting thru normal phone line but now stuck with e gprs wireless connection. i've been at it for e last 2 hrs. i tink i nid his sony ericsson p900 to do it. haf been trying to use my phone but its too lousy, so cannot. *sigh* e notebk is quite cool with thumbprint scanning to login, light n v sleek. i like. hee...
going to rest soon. really feeling v lethargic n weak. e screen seems to b moving in front of me. i hate being sick esp when i haf to study. =< ::~22~::
|||...cancer woman...|||
When she's in love, she will act 2 ways. 1st, shy and polite trembling to be near you. 2nd, be very attached to you like glue and try to be with you all the times. She'll want to go home with you after work or have every lunch with you. It's ok if you like her too, but that's not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable. She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows that, she will be very hurt. In nature, she's very shy, unless when she's being influenced by some other Zodiac. She's not brave or daring, so if you like her, then you have to be the one to start first. She'll not accept her true feelings, thus if you like her you must tell her first. She is like a musical note always changing tunes, as such, one minute she can be funny and cheerful and the next minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "over-acting", or "over-reacting". When she's depressed, she'll go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "money" as "happy", not as "god". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money and save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and useless gifts. She enjoys long and quiet walks. Cancer woman are very much influenced by the "moon". Hence, under the moonlight, she'll be a very fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fears of not being smart or not pretty enough. Even if she's not fat, she'll not be satisfied. Assuring her of her looks would help, because she can change her moods 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but do not be surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She thinks everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a easily jealous but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limits. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one. Example: if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out but once you leave, she will wipe her tears and start cleaning up her apartment normally. She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every step of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you would be at ease, but if she is your mother-in-law, you are in pain. However, not to worry, this type of mother-in-law will not let her own daughter be an "old mate". She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she'll always wait and wants to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear for a few days, she'll be waiting for you, but not for long ok. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The cancer woman need 2 things to be happy - "work" and "love". She can live in a dusty house, but she cannot live in that same house with no love. ::~21~::
|||...it has never been my object to record my dreams, just to realize them...|||
feeling so tired now cuz i slept at 5am last nite. was reading a bk by judith mcnaught. i tink tats my prob, once i start a novel, i can't put it dwn n muz read it fr cover to cover.
went out for dinner with dad yesterday. he's so pleased cuz i haven been dining at hme for e last 3 saturdays except my youngest bro wasn't there :- ~at 6.35pm when i was still in dreamland taking my beauty nap. it was intruded by 'ring ring ring ring'~n after i finally drag myself out of bed, realised e time n thus a mad flurry ensues. went to eat at mum's fren newly opened kopitiam in jurong west. avg only. had chilli crabs. hee... e best part was, mi wear mei mei but they all wear v la ta. *hmpf* nv tell me earlier where they wanna eat. den smetimes i wear la ta, complain i look like ah sum.
tat's my bro n his gf, calyn. they haf been together for 2 yrs now. 'sorry cal, lift it fr ur blog's photo album. => hope u dun mind!' *smiles* she hardly dines with us so yesterday nite i was pretty surprised to c her. my bro likes hide her for his own only.
every yr cny for e last 2 yrs, cal n her family n uncle chris n his family wld pop by for a visit. 'di, i tink u better marry her n dun disappoint all of us even after u go overseas ya, else her whole kampong'll chop u up.' anyways, cal is really a sweet, lovely, cute, caring, helpful n everything nice type of ger. she keeps a lot of pets. last christmas when she went taiwan, she left her rabbit in ah di's care n regan simply adores it though nearly squashed it in e process. n my whole family plus cousins n uncles look so hilarious when they were looking for e rabbit tat run n hid itself under our sofa. (can u imagine all of them sprawled on e floor on all fours including my dad) 'oh ya, cal u better turn up for dis yr christmas celebrations on 24th dec hor! c i bk u so early, cuz come ar.' a very idyllic sunday so far. i like. hee... i like it when there's nothing to do (i noe, i noe, i still haf my studies). when i look out of my hse window siting on my sofa, i like to imagine i'm a leave on e tree swaying in e wind. ;) there's lots of things i like n dream. i wonder if i wld ever b able to realise them (albeit e leave one). dreams :-
seems a lot? well, 1 is attainable in e nxt 1.5 yrs, 2 a bit more more off mayb in e nxt 5 yrs, 3 is nxt yr with tracy, 4 mayb in 10 yrs, 5 is impossible but will work hard n make lots of calls to nkf nxt yr, 6 depends on hw successful i bug my dad but e chances r v low. anyways, tats my dreams for now at age 24. *smiles* ::~20~::
|||...love cannot survive if you just give it scraps of yourself, scraps of your time, scraps of your thoughts...|||
i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. i'm not happy. ::~19~::
|||...all men are frauds. the only difference between them is that some admit it...|||
today has been a busy day for me. though i slept at like near 4am last nite, i woke up at 9am dis morning. *yawnz*
so furnee, i'm still as blur as ever. hee... sent regan to child care dis morn n realise i din take regan's bag after i got there. i so 'doh' right. e teachers were as usual luffing at e blurest mummy at their centre. i tink regan smetimes a bit poor thing thru no fault of his. like once in a while, i wld carry him to e car n occasionally, i'll forget his shoes. den he has to go barefooted when they play in e outdoor area or e teachers haf to use another child's shoes. so 'ke lian' right. *awww* anyways, i had to go all e way back hme n go to sch again. went to e banks to do sme transfers after tat n catch up with sme ex-colleagues. saw my husband's fren's gf-den-ex-den-gf again working at posb. din recognize her at first :-
did many things today. after settling my banking stuffs, went hme to do hsework. catch up a bit abt with regan's ex-teacher, teacher sophia, whom was locked out of her hse cuz she forget her keys in e morning n thus took refuge over at my place. den accompany mum with sis to bugis to buy regan sme new clothes for sch. i tink children's clothes r getting so costly. we bought only 5 pcs of giordano kids tops n bottoms n it cost S$90.*faints* giordana leh, still rem when i was in sec sch, wearin giordana jeans is v orbit but now so in n e prices escalated so exhorbitantly. oh ya, haven say wat happened b4 tat, agreed to drive my mom's car there initially but when i reached, e 2 of them were waiting outside hse n literally jumped into my car when i stopped (its a scam). smart right! end up i b ahmad again, cannot relax n stoned after doing e energy draining hsework. *hmpf*
ages since i washed my car myself as i usually pay $6 for snow wash. haa... i'm so remorseful to say can tell e difference. hee... 'ok ok dad, will wash my car more often since i'm jobless anyways, got lots of time for tat now.' but b4 tat, i tink he's already screaming i'm washing e car at his place cuz wasting his water. haa... 'dad, easier wat, if not ur daugther had to carry buckets of water dwn leh, here dun nid ma.' => tat's my xiao hei to xiao bai.
today cooked 'ma po tofu'. nicey nicey! actually i wanna cook steamed tofu but my mum had a different idea when i say cook tofu on e way back in e car. i was still tinking abt tat n started to prepare e ingredients (mum was out helping to pick up regan) when i saw she had turned e cook bk to 'ma po tofu'. i was tinking 'odd, y she turned to tat'. end up she wans to eat 'ma po tofu'. lucky i haven start n wait for her to come back if not she wld wring my neck. hee...
today so lengthy but yup, my day was lengthy tats y. tmr morning intending to eat mac for breakfast. yummy... :9~ ::~18~::
|||...favourite cousins...|||
yes, e tag board is filled with notes fr my cousins. we used hang ard bedok north area (where all my cousins r located actually, we r e only oddballs stayin in e west) whenever my mum goes there to play mahjong which is a whole day kinda thingy. its one of e most memorable part of my childhood. anyways, extracted dis fr my frenster n its my fav testimonial by far :-
den there r melvin n his siss too. they were good fun as well. is he back in sg or still is oz? (latest update at 8.30pm : my mum says he's still in oz) smeone chk it out ya. ask them out too. haa. => haha, all of us really click. tink julie n e bros & siss, tina n his bro too old by den to haf such fun with us. ah san n his bro & sis too wild (keke, we r e goody-2-shoes). well, cousins, wat can i say. really miss those times, but we still haf so many yrs ahead of us. all of u (yes, tats ah ling, ah wan, ah mei, joseph n his bro, melvin n his sis) better come my hse n 'bai nian' during cny nxt yr ya. i'm e oldest (or mayb mel, dun noe he which mth one) u noe. wanna c all of u nxt yr if not no ang pows for u all already, everytime leave with ur mums oni cuz nv get to c u all. hee... ::~17~::
|||...slow down n njoy life. it's not only e scenery u miss by gg too fast - you also miss e sense of where you are going n why...|||
i tink time really passes by so fast. it only seem yesterday i completed all my hsework n tmr i muz do again. *sigh* yup, finally friday n 7 days haf passed since den, seems long for sme but not for me. (awww, dun b jealous) hee...
tats my hse ceo aka head of finance aka atm aka money tree aka old man aka my dad. he dun really like to take pics n tinks it even more dumb using our hps to do it, as such, dis is one of e rare shots tat he's willing to sit there not moving (in a jolly good mood i guess). he tinks he zhou ren fa in 'du sheng', cannt take pic for fear of kidnapping. 'er, dad, u r not tat tat rich leh.' hee... juz complained yet again tat my son wear v shabbily to sch. 'ai yo, daddy, he go sch wear so nice for wat, he haf to orr orr in e clothes leh, wear mei mei den so uncomfortable to slp in rite?' anyways, my violent protestions have fallen on deaf ears n even gave $ to my mum. insisted we go shopping tmr for new clothes. *faints* actually i still haf e new clothes he bought sme time ago in e cupboard for regan but its too big wat. went causeway pt with shueyi to just walk ard. accompanying her while she's waiting for her 2 little gers. its a bit furnee. she's e gf of my ex-bf fren. they met in police academy n we used to go out in a grp. i still keep close contact with her even after i broke off with terence n they dun even keep in contact with him. we bcame even closer after she's pregnant with her 2 lovely n identical twins. saw them when she sent me hme as she went to pick them up fr tumble tots sch. they r 2 now. so kawaii with e same hair, same clothes, same shoes n same bag. hee... had a good day today of sleep, eat n shop. tink my tummy getting bigger by e hr. every nite b4 i slp, i tell myself determinedly 'tmr morning when i wake up, i muz go to jogging for an hr' but when the sun shines thru my window n its morning all i wanna do is slp more. i'm really hopeless. =p ::~16~::
|||...e birds n bees...|||
juz back fr doing my grocery shopping (haha, dun look surprise, my grocery shopping is buying chips, chocolates n drinks). heard an interesting conversation between a mummy n her little boy of abt 5 yrs old :-
i was standing there selecting my chocolates n i'm nearly fainted. i mean 'huh? come on, he's only at most like wat? 5 yrs old? talk abt such stuffs? so when he's 6, r u gonna tell him to practise safe s*x?' n wats e thing abt big?' really weird mum. hee... ::~15~::
|||...rhino...|||
there was once when pam, rac n me were at steph's bday dinner at fish & co opp plaza sing n rac whom juz graduated fr her studies with yude in australia, queensland, was sharing one of her experiences :- rac : we were driving on e highway in e middle of e nite n when we saw the rhino, we...tink we can nv forget e moment of my horrifed look on my face tinkin abt wild n dangerous rhinocerous roamin freely on oz highways n y e govt is not doin anything abt them. *bleah* well, dis is only one of e recent memorable moments we had. much more tat we shared n can't b pened. cheers to our sisterhood, jie meis! ::~14~::
|||...the stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget...|||
right on time to sch today doing a time chk on my new swatch watch. hee...
a couple of us drives to sch n juz a snipet of today :-
dun worry, i'm still a safe n careful driver on the rds. hee...
::~13~::
|||...my idea of an agreeable person is a person who agrees with me...|||
i was listening to wang lee hom's songs n totally adore him (he's so sexy esp when he plays e paino) when i suddenly rem smething darn furnee tat happened like a couple of mths ago :-
so initially we were standing there in the middle of the banking hall chatting so enthusiatically n animatedly, we turned ard n continue to do our work. sophia sophia, tat was really a kodak moment. hee... ::~12~::
|||...'ai xin pai' late nite supper...|||
yummy, juz finish e cabbage fried rice cooked by my mum supposedly for dinner. v long nv eat already cuz my youngest bro dun like as too much cabbage n he finds it such a hassle picking it all out. but currently he's at mt ophir back only on thurs so mummy can cook. i also dun eat e cabbage wat (he's such a pain, all of us haf to accomodate him) n e meat ma tats y u c it piling on one corner of the plate. hee... mummy pack lots back, she tink i pig or wat. =S kept e rest in e fridge, dun noe can anot hor. tmr afternoon can heat up for lunch if nv spoil den dun haf to crawl out to buy food in e sun or rain.
tats my ee yore cup filled with sprite ice. my fav drink at the moment. *smiles* actually me prefer 7-up ice but tat day go ntuc buy dun haf. so full now feel a bit sleepy. *yawnz* muz go study little bit first. ::~11~::
|||...the monetary and financial system...|||
juz came back fr my local revision lt for tmfs. if u c me, pls ask me all abt uk monetary policies, financial system, boe reluctance to join the euro, ecb one size fits all polices for all e 13 countries using euro, eurozone inflation n deflation levels, germany's plight, world's exchange rate system n everything abt uk banking pdts fr mortgages to pensions to life assurances. i will definitely make an interesting conversationalist on dis topic. suppose to go over n eat dinner at my mum's place but last min tracy say she can meet for dinner. mummy, dun b upset la but who will resist a car ride n further ur house hor a bit high up e slope lor, u noe ur daugther here a bit lazy one ma.
::*~*::on my way to sch (in tracy's dad car), my stationary (too bored in class), tracy hard at writing on her notes (mr kenny wee juz said smething impt) n lastly home sweet home::*~*:: saw martha in e lt, a colleague fr hsbc doing repricing for customers located on e same bldg as me in e past. she's fr the 1st intake. glad she continued the course as e last heard, she told me she was giving up. i almost gave up as well, wanting to join cheryl. really miss her. she used to b my kaki fr dbs n we enrol for dis course together but she dropped out last sem for a RMIT course on BA tats only 1.5yrs long. tink by e time she graduate, i'm still studyin at my current pace. its so different when i'm worrying abt passing n she's worrying abt scoring how many distinctions. *hmpf* miss her n estee (another kaki fr dbs, we 3 used to work hard n slack together in bt batok dbs). haven meet up for dinner for ages. call them tmr for dinner nxt wk. hee... go pom pom now to bcome my 'xiang xiang gong zhu', den eat my mom's cabbage rice (very nice with belachan chilli, in e end 'ta bao' to pls e 'lao ren jia') n den study hard till 4am! (^o^)/~~ ::~10~::
|||...if I had to live my life again, i'd make the same mistakes, only sooner...|||
received e bottom right hand corner photo fr pamela (top left hand corner e one on e extreme right; the little boy's mother) just. so sweet. its jovan n his latest gf shannon. he got good taste like his dad. hee... e other ger in the top left hand corner photo is rachel. we used to hang out every wkend in our poly days n chat for hrs straight no matter where we are - billard saloons, in the car on the way to someplace, arcades, couches in ceinleisure while waiting for the movie to start, roadsides, foodcourts, restaurants, haunted houses and the list goes on. once e 3 of us meet, its like a fish mkt. we'll update each other on the latest and even the most trival things in our lives.
we differ in ages by abt a yr each but we get along so well. guess whose the oldest? hee... we met thru our bfs den n every wkend we go out in a grp. the guys will do their stuffs n we'll just hang ard n chat. keke. i miss e closeness between us. i hardly meet up with them nowadays as they always meet for late nite shows n i dun haf the luxury of doing so. looking forward to the day of rachel n yude union of bliss n b her jie mei. will let him suffer. haha, yude, u better b prepared. easy to win her as she loves u like crazy but not for us, of cuz money still makes the world goes rd so start saving if u wan a easier time getting thru us! *grins* the 4th ger in the bottom left hand corner photo is stephanie n she joined us much later. still rem e 1st time i met her was on my rom day n we had dinner at heeren sakae sushi n all of us were like 'WOW, she's so pretty, how did andy managed to bag her?' a bit sad they r no longer together but i guess it all abt fate.
all of us leads a busy life now. fr our schling days to working days, things hv changed dramatically. rachel now is a engineer with chartered, pamela a sales engineer with pure chem n stephanie a student with sim. well sisters, stay close always ya! => ::~9~::
|||...intimacy is what makes a marriage, not a ceremony nor a piece of paper...|||
no monday blues for me finally. i hate mondays when i was working as we usually have update mtgs, more customers and its the most furthest away fr the nxt wkend.
was watching frens 1st part of the final finale earlier, though i've not been catching the series since 2000. but i went thru my best yrs of poly life with it on every monday nite at 11pm. though i do tink they shld haf wound it up long ago with the sign of age catching up on each n every one of the casts' faces and jokes getting cheesy, i felt kinda sad. dun noe y. there was a period of time i tink its a bit disgusting tat ross coupled up with rachel n chandler coupled up with monica cuz they r supposed to b frens and its a show abt frens but ended up with 'special' relationships between the 6 of them. well, it just reinforce my belief of 'ri jiu sheng qin' theory, where when ppl meet, c, communicat everyday, they will either grow to hate or fall in love with each other. shld hit back to my bks now. lagging behind lots already. ::~8~::
|||...zodiac: 'cancer' & blood type: 'a' analysis...|||
Personality:
We have another "Mother Theresa" in this world and that is you. Your humanity and concern for others make your friends feel that they are very special. The only problem with you is that you don't give the time of the day to people you dislike. Try to be in control of your emotions. Also make sure that if you're set on one goal, you pursuit that one only. Too many tasks will confuse you and lead you to a state of disarray. Love Tendency: The problem with you in this department is that you cling onto your first love. You fall hard, once you take a serious step. You're also strictly against making the first move and that's why you need the help of others around you to attain the person you've been eying for a long time. Life: You're a lucky girl and sometimes you feel the envious looks from others because your marriage is an example of pure bliss. But that occurs because you really work hard around your household. Your laborious work ethic will be rewarding you with enough money that you'll be able to pass an estate onto your children. The only worries that you will encounter are the jealous gossips and that is important to avoid. Good Match: Since you love to share your deep affections, you'd be best off with O-type, A-type and AB-type Taurus and Cancers. O-type Virgos and Scorpios, and AB-type Pisces are also good matches. Although your individual personalities are different, your common interests balance that out. You will enjoy each other's differences because it makes the relationship that more exciting. Bad Match: B-type Aries don't enjoy staying in one place for a long time. They also have the tendency to lose their feelings quickly once their partners are out of sight for a while. Another bad match are the B-type Sagittarius because they tend say whatever is on their minds. That means that you will be in many uncomfortable situations. Try to avoid them if you want to stay out of trouble. ::~7~::
|||...never regret. if it's good, it's wonderful. if it's bad, it's experience...|||
time really flies. it only seem like sunday to me yesterday. mayb it helps tat i'm not working. i dun tink i will b ever satisfied living life like tat in the long run for i'm quite a workholic n it does gives me much satisfaction in life.
it has been a rather long time since i cook 'shui jiao' as too busy with life. i love fried ones with vinegar best. yummy. *drools* ::*~*::secret recipe::*~*::
mix minced meat, diced chestnuts, chopped prawn, crushed 'pian yu' and seasonings together. wrap with wanton skin. fry them or cook them in yellow beans ikan bilis soup with caixin.
feeling pretty sad now. i noe y but i dun noe how to solve it. there seems to b no ans though i've tried hard to find the solution. i'm experiencing life but when will it bcome wonderful. well, trying hard to heed a fren's advice, always look forward n not back cuz wat we do now can and will affect the future but not the past. thus, i'm not regreting as i dun tink i might haf done anything else differently given the circumtances but y no matter how hard i try i can't untie the knot. is there any easier way of doing so. yes, no, mayb, guess only time will tell. ::~6~::
|||...i am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship...|||
last day of UK revision class for my current module 'investment management'. i like going for full day revision classes as it makes me feel like a full-time student all over again.
slept late last nite and as usual my fav habit of snoozing in the morning till i'm late. luckily my dad's partner son aka classmate aka colin aka zichao whom is picking up his gerfren tracy staying just beside my blk is also late by 15 mins hence still managed to hitch a ride fr them *grins*. i always take their car hme fr sch if i dun drive. i feel very thankful to the both of them, zichao (more affectionately known to me n my family since we were babies) for all the rides and tracy for all her generousity lending me her notes. tracy is really a very sweet, nice, fantastic and considerate ger.
had lunch at sim cafeteria. the concept is very marche. selling wide range of food at reasonable prices - spaghetti bolognaise for $3.90 and a cup of ice lemon tea for $0.80. the main thing i learnt abt the revision lectures for the last 2 nites n today is if u are a british, dun work. coz they pay lots of taxes and i tink its better off relying on social benefits. hee... went to watch bourne supremacy at shaw house beach rd. initially, i din expect much fr the show coz the title of the movie is a bit too 'guy' thing. however, the show turned out to b quite good. in a nutshell, talks abt a guy with amnesia being framed and fighting back. quite cool. worth spending the $8.50 and 2 hrs of ur time catching it. a bit sad i missed the movies at the park showing organized by class 95. coz i tink its really nice watching a movie under the stars. *sniffles* had a great saturday to sum up though not perfect with some things i'm sad abt but try not to tink abt it ba. if not will nv b happy. yup, n the most impt thing in life is to b happy of coz after being rich (fr robert t kiyosaki, was reading his bk on the train back hme). *smiles* ::~5~::
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bird |
calyn |
daphne |
keith + tania |
lim buey tor |
mengli |
mr brown |
sek ling & uzyn |
steffi's mom |
tripleperiod |
xiangying |
Frequents
| blogskins |
blogspot |
dbs |
friendster |
gmail |
google |
haloscan |
hsbc |
shoutbox |
ocbc |
photobucket |
sim |
statcounter |
uob |
yahoo |
I'm a
| cancerian | crybaby | die-hard romantic | softhearted | childish | imaginative | easygoing | friendly | talkative | sentimental | emotional | sensitive | pessimist | outgoing | loving | irrational | neat |
Loves
| family | christmas | rainy days | december | diamonds | sun-sand-sea | thunderstorms |
Wishlist
Simple Dreams
| think happy thoughts | be very happy | stay happy always |
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